Denise Milani Growing

Hi everyone!

How long it not, please excuse my absence, I was so crazy with the latest date to end in December, for example, yesterday I had exam, and other things more personally that I had no time or to put another hiatus message as before.
Today I'm going to put half depression so sure I want to talk to those on the faculty should know very well: uncertainty, whether that is the right word. I'm talking about when they are so unmotivated to what they study, one day they forgot to buy some notes, the next day have no desire to go to cals, first one day, after all week, still do not buy all photocopies, and not even knowing he studiedas of the day on a partial and not going to pay examination and a subject that perhaps could promote but do not mind losing. And even if they do not matter anyway is a great anxiety and depression had already seen increases and they do not know whether to continue the matter or not does not know what to make of their lives and not worse ..... people want to do anything.
I hate it because this is happening to me right in the second year (the race is 4), my psychologist says it's normal that even if I is not wasted time because they were times of learning, but of course I still feel bad . Some people will kill to keep going to school even with a job and a family in tow, there are even more complex races, I think axleMPLO in keorcha_polany he could receive something as important as medicine, there is no doubt that post must have a great vocation.
My parents, it hurts me to think that somehow I'm failing, always both were good students at school, never took matters, I always scratch average. My mom was able to start and finish with a higher law ... of course, what it represents in my life was absent but lets leave that for later. My dad has two titles. They know when I think of how many people live with so many problems, I realize I am a happy and yet I'm still a stupid who does not know shit make your future!! Quiz; Quot; Lorenz who also nicknamed "Doktor", this is because of guy wanted to study medicine but he refused to attend the compulsory military service and was punished with a ban on study what he wanted and he had to live music (he had studied piano as a child) ... who would come long after where.


Well personally I inform you that the 10/12 is one year with my boyfriend, but we will not celebrate because I asked for a time, not one of those who think because we are still boyfriends, he is truly tired of certain attitudes, my little girl (not the sense of being otaku and that's because it ismore than me) talk about other things like my lack of security, he loves me and is how I download my fears in a safe place here in the eternal patience than I have all this to do a bastardee personal issue that hurt him a lot .... basically I'm a bitch and I challenge this "time" to reflect on what I want from things like if I want to be with him. One of his complaints is that he is the only moving in the relationship, it is he who always calls, which always offers a way out, which always moves to go anywhere and pick me up me: nothing, and he is right but I'm so with all / as even my friends know me more cercanasque kindergarten and sa; About girls, or, or because he would not call last week as promised .. or do not wear the suit to the tintodería dad as my mom told me ...